Oh My

I am not I
confusing even 2 me

I'm lost

Not so much here

yet I am.

How could I have

yet I c the flagz in hindsight

No 1 can fix it

but me

n here I sit

no recipe.

Grrrrr.

Reflecting 2day I guess. Not feeling sorry, becuz all that I hav endured haz jus made me stronger. Or thatz wat I am told by many. N I would hav 2 agree. Somethingz changing.

I've felt that 4 awhile. Wat? I don't hav a clue, but I feel it, it'z happening, yet I cannot

grasp it. I feel expansion & wealth, but mayb not in the literal sense, but of heart & home & happiness. Although truthfully the latter eludez me in some function in life. I know wat it iz, I keep it close 2 my heart. Will it ever b again?

Let'z Turn Thiz Thing Around

I awake everyday b4 the sun haz a chance 2 peek itz face thru the curtainz. I slip quietly down the stairz & shiver becuz the house alwayz seemz so cold in the morning. More snow, light, fluffy, thank God it'll be easy to clean off the vechicle. The street outside startz 2 buzz w/ traffic & city road truckz dumping salt & scrapping snow.

My commute 2 work, quiet, bubble like, radio playin-sayin a million thingz. I don't remember a day that I hav'nt been driving that commute & u hav'nt crossed my mind. Even now, az I sit here typing theze wordz, I'm thinking of u & wondering if I cross ur mind half az much?

Remember all thoze Sunday night drivez

back 2 ur place when we couldn't find decent music

on the radio

Ur hand clasped in mine

az we made our way down the interstate

the interstate u now come back on 2 make the exchange of life

& we still say~ 'I love u'