An Inspiration

Embarking on a new adventure. I'm feeling great. I'm feeling alive. I've met some pretty fantastic people recently. My mind thinks thoughts a little more clearly & I'm excited about a few new developments. On a business & more personal level. I'm listening. Will u listen?

The Veil Has Lifted

And in2 the air the weight is lifted

carried in2 the breeze.

I released u

Let u go

& I am free.

I've been learning. Grasping, retaining, evaluating, collecting, journaling, drawing. I'm excited about 'something' again & it feelz so good! I'm happy. I'm light. I smile more. I'm in tune.

I thank God 4 all the gifts he haz bestowed upon me.

In thiz Vision..

In ur armz

flowing warmth radiating

az heart beatz synchronize

handz intertwined

feeling that 'connectedness'

that only u & I can feel.

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Life iz good. Learning is good. Empowering higher-self

is enlightening. I'm feeling it. I'm learning 2 pay attention,

slowly the wheelz r turnin but Imma get there. ;)

Soaking it all in..

Rainy here. Almost all the snow haz melted, leaving vast puddlez & soft earth. Mud. Mother Nature blessed us w/ a few dayz of warmer weather, teasing, making us crave for more sunny dayz. Now forecast statez we're going 2 hav thunder stormz late, turning 2 snow w/ high windz. Mother Nature'z such a bitch. LOL.

I'm ok

more ok than I thought I would b.

Silly me.

Y waz I so afraid 2 think I couldn't possibly b strong?

Here I stand..

tall & proud.

I'm ok.

And I'm ok w/ u.

And I'm happy about that.

21 goin on 40

Touch

feel your hands

caressing My words

as I drink in all of you

Your words drifting to my ears

soothing like soft breezes in summer

swirling greatness about my shoulders

shaking my head

wanting to believe in the reality that is your touch

your words

spreading like wildfire through my veins

you are.

All the World Over....

In all the world over

from tiny seed

2 skyscraper madness

from sticky gum on the bottom

of my shoe

2 the melodramatic way ur voice crackz

under pressure

I'm glad I've gotten 2 know ur 'smile'

The curve of ur hand

& the crazy lyricz u sometimez write...

In all the world over

There iz jus 1 u

There iz jus 1 me.

Listen closely...4 that iz the key.

PEACE

Oh My

I am not I
confusing even 2 me

I'm lost

Not so much here

yet I am.

How could I have

yet I c the flagz in hindsight

No 1 can fix it

but me

n here I sit

no recipe.

Grrrrr.

Reflecting 2day I guess. Not feeling sorry, becuz all that I hav endured haz jus made me stronger. Or thatz wat I am told by many. N I would hav 2 agree. Somethingz changing.

I've felt that 4 awhile. Wat? I don't hav a clue, but I feel it, it'z happening, yet I cannot

grasp it. I feel expansion & wealth, but mayb not in the literal sense, but of heart & home & happiness. Although truthfully the latter eludez me in some function in life. I know wat it iz, I keep it close 2 my heart. Will it ever b again?

Let'z Turn Thiz Thing Around

I awake everyday b4 the sun haz a chance 2 peek itz face thru the curtainz. I slip quietly down the stairz & shiver becuz the house alwayz seemz so cold in the morning. More snow, light, fluffy, thank God it'll be easy to clean off the vechicle. The street outside startz 2 buzz w/ traffic & city road truckz dumping salt & scrapping snow.

My commute 2 work, quiet, bubble like, radio playin-sayin a million thingz. I don't remember a day that I hav'nt been driving that commute & u hav'nt crossed my mind. Even now, az I sit here typing theze wordz, I'm thinking of u & wondering if I cross ur mind half az much?

Remember all thoze Sunday night drivez

back 2 ur place when we couldn't find decent music

on the radio

Ur hand clasped in mine

az we made our way down the interstate

the interstate u now come back on 2 make the exchange of life

& we still say~ 'I love u'