N so randomly in conversation wit u on the phone u posed thiz question..."Doez he remind u of me?" my response waz "Yez he doez remind me of u" n u said "Like he'z a reminder of me 4 u 24/7" (n I'm thinkin wat the hell kinda question iz that?) my response "Yeah becuz I love u, becuz I still love u, thatz y he remindz me of u" so then I asked "If u had him, wouldn't he b a 24/7 reminder of me?" At 1st u said "no", n then backed up or tried 2 clear it up, n I guess thatz where it getz blurry 4 me, becuz I dunno wat u said 4 sure, becuz I waz like, again, "wat kind of question iz that when he knowz how it iz?"
So when I sat across from u n u were holdin him I noticed how much I miss ur handz in my handz. How much I miss ur armz bein wrapped around me, n how much I miss seein the dimple in ur botton lip daily. God, I miss u. The lil bit we do spend 2gether iz only a taste of a complete saturation that I await 4. Ur kissez tasted so good. N I love the control u take, it makez me melt, n I am your flower blooming. Alwayz u r on my mind. I mean wat I say n say wat I mean. Especially when it comez 2 how I feel about u. U said "I apologize" when I asked how come u can't make the time, becuz ur still learning 2 cope wit it all I think, in ur own way. N when I said I don't give u a quarter az much grief, u said "Thatz wat makez u special, thatz wat I love about u"
N still I am here. Still I cry. Still I am the only 1 who hearz n respondz 2 our sonz criez, n a daughter whose 'daddy' iz '@ hiz house'. Time. Will it b our friend? When u put that key in ur pocket I wished that it waz the key that would bring u home.
Letter Lasso